These
are some of my older poems which are now a bit outdated, please feel free
to enjoy them with that proviso.
AN
ENGLISHMAN’S HOME.
My home got burned down
this morning –
The glowing butt of a discarded
fag-end
My first warning.
Small flames
Dulled the chilling cold
for a
Minute,and, though all
was lost
There hadn’t really been
much in
It. It was hardly
a show home, and
I was only there ‘cos I
can never
Go home. But the
neighbours were
Nice, and always willing
to lend
A bit of bread, a tea-bag,
a paper or
Whatever to a fiend.
And I can
Always get another.
P’raps I can
Get a new roof down some
alley or
Other. And the walls
I can pick up
Anywhere. So what
does it matter if
Passing strangers stand
and
Stare? Gordon from
Glasgow said
He can give me a nearly-new
Sleeping bag – for free!
If I have to
I’ll sleep under the stars
tonight,
And I’ve got spare jeans
And extra socks
So I’ll be alright.
When I left my other sad
life
Behind, the very same day,
another
Woman’s home was near destroyed,
They say. A great
big house, in Windsor, near
Burnt to the ground!
And, sadly, she lost treasures
Worth million of pounds!
An
attempt to contrast homelessness with a fire at Windsor Castle.
THE
MEANS TEST MAN
The Means - Test man came
round our house today,
His practised eye assessed
us, with a glare,
What more of our life could
he take away?
In apathetic monotone he
lay
down laws that God would
never have laid bare,
The Means - Test man came
round our house today.
Unseeing of the ready -
made decay,
He ready - made to worsen
our despair,
What more of our lives
could he take away?
And, piece - by - piece,
our souls were made to pay,
His faceless masters rules
it just and fair,
The Means - Test man came
round our house today.
One chair. One cup. One
plate. Is all we may
retain. The faceless ones
say. Do they care?
What more of our life could
he take away?
Our dignity and pride they
e'er would flay
with whips of apathy.
How do they dare!?
The Means - Test man came
round our house today,
What more of our life could
he take away?
During
the depression - which one, some might ask? - Means Test Men were proven
to have requested that all household items, such as plates, cutlery, chairs
which amounted to more than one per person living in the house should be
sold and any money given by the Means Test accordingly reduced.
NO
ROOM AT THE INN.
blue eyes, dancing with
excitement,
counting the seconds till
your audience gathered,
your dark hair flew on
ravens' wings.
floating, but fragile, then
suddenly pale,
and wishing for the magic
fairy
to make sure all is well.
minutes felt like hours
as we waited
for the white carriage
to speed us to the golden
palace.
flying, your lips said
"my wings will be ready
in time, won't they?",
but your angel smile told
us you knew.
quieter, as we left the
first palace gates,
"no room at this Inn",
said the man in black,
try the silver palace,
it's only thirty miles away!
but ALL the palaces
were full,
your eyes watered to quench
your laboured breath,
growing ever shorter.
a small ray of hope pierced
the dark cloud
covering us, a distant
palace beckoned,
but another stairway was
already awaiting.
city lights shone like myriad
stars
as the light left your
eyes,
to become yet one more
heavenly beam.
For
being poor
there's something that's
got to be said,
so I'm bloody well saying
it,
remember that "price to
be paid? -
well there's still people
paying it
and your "classless society"
-
where the bloody hell is
it?
any place you can
show it to me
really warrants a visit!
the assets the people once
owned
you bloody well gave away,
disguised as "a share for
us all" -
when we all owned them
anyway!
the wards that you're closing
down fast -
they're our bloody inheritance!
your lie "the Health Service
will last"!
is a sin without penitence!
the homeless that sleep
on our streets -
there's no bloody need
for it!
the young child for our
small change competes -
do your ice - cold hearts
bleed for it?!
those who starve in field.
city or ditch
you weren't bloody well
made for –
'cos the tax cuts you gave
to the rich
have somehow to be paid
for!
you hold your blind dogma
to heart
like some bloody great
token! -
don't you care what you're
tearing apart? -
or whose lives you have
broken?!
MAERDY
As I wandered along through
the Sad Streets of Maerdy,
five hundred black faces,
their eyes streaming tears,
came from the Last Shift
- Last Pit in the Rhondda,
worst day in the Valley
in one hundred years.
The silent cage stands -
no more lamp room tallies,
the four-foot stalls empty
- no more choking dust,
no more 'neath the Earth
in the middle of midnight,
no back-breaking battles
with black diamond crust.
the miners forsaken! they've
shut down Old Maerdy,
though they know 'neath
the Earth lies a wealth of black coal,
and the black dust will
wash when the miners do bathe now,
but never the black dust
from that miner's soul!
Winter deepened, no power
cuts
came; no hour of darkness
to
endure; amassed black
hills, built
during quieter moments
threw
their shadow on ten
thousand
angry men, mocking their
fight,
urging blacker men
forward,
made skulls sing with wooden
might;
and the armchair audience
gaped
‘midst the calm of a warm
fire,
tea and buns; mass media,
and orders from much higher
obscured the basic truths.
Some
termed it nothing more
than an
indecorous aberration,
like a temporary benign
tumour; easily cut out
from society's prism
body; best consigned to
the
“ wasted years of socialism.”
but class - ridden images
belied the grass
roots passion
weaving the basic fabric
of the strike. prescribed
fashion
declared the chopping -
handed
man demonic; those who
knew
better termed him a prophet,
and his prophecies came
true!
SLEEP WELL!
Sleep well, Heseltine, in
your warm feather bed,
Don't think of the ghosts
of those miners, long dead,
Who battled with nature,
who fought, died and bled,
Don't think of those living,
with mouths to be fed,
Don't let the disaster
you caused give you dread,
Just close your eyes tightly
and count sheep instead!
Sleep well, Manny Shinwell,
in your grave, long - since cold,
Though haunted by ghosts
who've denied the black gold,
And tossing and turning
at lies that they've told,
Though dogma the potage
for the birthright they sold,
Though their treachery
maddens till hate takes a hold,
Just pray they can't live
with themselves when they're old!
Sleep well, now, Dai Doscoe,
your last shift is done,
And the men in grey suits
think you're all on the run,
They remember, with anger,
the battle you won,
And those men in grey suits
want revenge, by the ton,
And those grey suits all
think Armageddon's begun,
And those grey suits detest
all the miners, each one,
And they won't rest at
all till the last pit has gone!
I must away to Tirphil now,
Where the coal-dust blackened
streams beckon,
and the lone sheep calls
me from the brow
of the slag-heaps, slipping
ever low,
yes, back to Tirphil I
must go -
been away too long, I reckon!
Peacefully , through the
Bogside, thousands marched that January,
And, loudly, "We Shall
Overcome!" rose from within Free Derry,
Hemmed within the boundaries
set, approached the barricade,
A mental and a physical
wall - British Army made.
1st Paras., tense and spoiling,
waited orders for "The Scoop",
Fast on Agro Corner, in
an armed and menacing group,
As Man faced man, and each
side willed the other to retreat,
At 4 o clock (it's said)
a shot rang out, from Rossville Street.
Was that a rebel Provo seen
there, skulking by the wall?,
Whose higher orders had
forbade his being there at all.
Or did a nervous Army gun
fire out that first loud burst?
Or was it Paisley's Loyalists?
Who was it fired first?
Whoever - the ensuing action
saw the whole world shocked,
For once that noisome sound
was heard, the British guns were cocked,
And fired once. And fired
twice. Fired grey death by the score,
And so began another bloody
battle in this war.
BY 5 past 4, on cold, hard
ground, the first young man lay dead!
As God was witness, murdered
by a bullet through the head.
Shot by the British Army,
as he lay dead on the ground,
They said "he was a threat"
- and yet, no weapon found!
Before the hands reached
10 past 4, the Paras had advanced,
Invasion of Free Derry,
their long, strong arm they'd chanced,
Though sense and reason
screamed at them to let the crowd disperse,
A hundred yards were "taken",
against an echoing curse.
The marchers fled for safety
to the Bogside they knew well,
And what was in the soldiers'
minds, we'll never hear them tell.
As bullets flew, the fleeing
men were caught amongst the flak,
And Father Daley gave Last
Rites to a man, shot in the back.
Eleven more he helped from
Earth, that bloody winter's day,
With promise of a better
life to help them on their way,
Around him, bleeding, dying,
lay the boys he knew so well,
His family since children,
then he knew there was a Hell!
Just 18 minutes battle then
gave way to silent grief,
As Derry's own united,
in their sad, shocked disbelief.
And that green hill, not
far away, without the city wall
Saw thirteen coffins carried
to await the Holy Call.
No reasons! No excuses!
None were offered for that day!
"Fuck Widgery's whitewash!"
bitterly spat the I.R.A!
And the young men joined
the Provos in their droves - a certain sign
That the Grapes of Wrath
had ripened - and they'd made a Bitter Wine!
white the dress that Ellen
wore,
white the cotton clouds,
white the stiff, new shrouds.
white the marble cross
before,
green the sashes of the
band,
green the spartan grass,
green the soldiers' jackets
and
green the flying glass.
gold the chain of office
worn,
gold her hair, and long,
gold the heart that did
not scorn,
gold the angels' song.
brown the pup that ran away,
brown the pushchair hood,
brown the earth where dead
men lay,
brown the coffin wood.
grey the army trucks that
sped,
grey the air became,
grey the faces of the dead,
grey this mad, war
game.
red the poppies, worn with
pride,
red the carpet stood,
red the tears for loved
ones cried,
red the streets with blood.
blue, but pale November
skies,
blue the police - car flash,
blue the velvet draperies,
blue the lifeless ash.
black the heart that murdered
so,
black the evil villain,
black the soul that sunk
so low,
Black Day, Eniskillen.
white the dress that Ellen
wore,
white the cotton clouds,
white the marble cross
before,
white the stiff, new shrouds.
JAMES CONNOLLY.
they left him till last,
why they didn’t say,
maybe his wooden seat
might have got in the way
of the dancing feet.
then, too, came his turn
to dance’
and what his wounds denied
executioners gave
him chance
before he died
for one last look at the
sun
above, though pale and
wan,
and, like the bullet from
the gun
his life was gone.
his brothers stood with
amaze
and, in the open air,
cast their startled gaze
at his empty chair.
DUCKS ON THE LIFFEY
in faded prison shirt he
wrote
of his last hope
that yet-unborn generations
would
consider them good.
and he heaved a last despairing
sigh
and said goodbye,
leaving the red-eyed women
to weep
in O’Connell Street.
quiet ran the Liffey that
dull dawn,
they said the river mourns,
but black and tans were
loud in troubled streets,
to mock defeat.
and as on Arbour Hill to
rest they laid
their martyred dead,
the bloody british ripped
the old flag down
and took their town.
and eight decades of conflict
later on,
the martyrs are gone,
memories dulled by years
are slow to stir,
and to anger.
and of the proclamation
nothing’s spoken,
no word, no token,
and flows the jaundiced
Liffey,
on and on.
BENEATH MULRANEY
STRAND
my Daddy’s bones lie buried,
bleached
beneath Mulraney strand,
a tidal requiem twice daily
washes o’er the sand,
the man of god had his
pound of flesh
for his English contraband,
and the sheriff read the
Riot Act
and took away our land.
countless green - faced
children lie
in graves of soil
and scree,
the crops that would have
saved them
sent for others,
o’er the sea,
and He who might have changed
things
did not anything, ‘cos
he
is our bastard English
landlord,
content to let things
be.
rich Protestants ignored
us,
they made our houses
burn,
rejecting us disdainfully,
with nothing of concern,
but the Quakers came and
fed us,
asking nothing in
return,
and the few left made for
Derry,
and another life
to learn.
and the few arrived, and
the few survived,
but little were we told
by perfidious invaders,
with their hearts of steel,
so cold,
and the years went by,
and we wondered why
our birthright had been
sold
for castles deep in Sussex,
and candlesticks
of gold.
FAST
TRACKING.
Have
you ever seen a train go past
And
felt you want to be there?
Riding
the rails, free and fast
With
all that you can see there
No
need to be fixed on the road ahead –
Just
watching the world go by instead.
When
you’re stuck in a six-mile traffic jam
At
the end of a trying day,
Have
you ever thought “Well, here I am
And
here I’m going to stay!)?
And
your hands are stuck to the steering wheel –
How
frustrated do you feel?
No
Buffet Car, nowhere to roam,
Feeling
dehydrated, too!
Theres
hours to go till you get home,
(And
you rather need the Loo!),
Crawling
along at a slow snail-pace –
Cursing
most of the Human Race
You’re
feeling sick, you’re feeling tired,
Your
forehead’s started burning,
You
suddenly see your tax expired,
Then
you see the train returning!
Your
state of the art new mobile phone
Left
at the Office! Whose fault? Your own!
Ease
yourself from this frayed state of mind –
Repair
the situation!
Leave
your pride and joy behind!
Seek
out your local station!
Free
your life from this daily strain –
Just
THINK about getting there by train!
The
Ghost of Jock McBride
Retracing
the abandoned railyard
he
walks wearily,
blighted
by bonds that once set mighty machines free
In
his deserted dawn,
he
remembers,
the
shining steel,
the
clamouring couplings awaiting his hollow hammer.
Inch
by inch, foot by foot,
until
they
stood, proud and perfect
in
silver splendour,
awaiting
the tracks whispering call.
But
now, all is shrouded
in
silence,
men
come no more - the railyard has died!
Enraged,
as his ravaged mind recalls
what
was,
he
curses this brutal betrayal,
and,
bound to a cruel fate,
his
eternal essence
wanders
the edge of madness.
TO THE
BIRMINGHAM SIX
Your
rights, they meant nothing,
your
innocence less,
your
country's supposedly part of the Free West,
you
were born and brought up there
its
laws to abide,
but
because you were Irish,
they
put you inside!
So
who's gonna pay, boys, who's gonna pay?
Those
who conspired to put you away?
Because
you were Irish, they gave you a cell,
aggrieved
and so angry, your own living hell,
away
from your loved ones, alone with your fears,
deprived
of your freedom for sixteen long years.
So
who's gonna pay, boys, who's gonna pay?
the
Judge that condemned you that Black Winter's day?
The
deed was committed, yes, murder most foul,
the
common voice rose, the wolves started to howl,
they
cried out for blood, yes, revenge they were needing,
and
seemed not to care who did all the bleeding.
So
who's gonna pay, boys, who,s gonna pay?
The
real guilty ones who had nothing to say?
Now
they tell us that justice is seen to be done,
you've
fought a long battle,
you've
fought and you've won,
your
freedom from guilt is accepted at last!
so
let's just forget, boys, all that has passed?
So
who's gonna pay, boys, who's gonna pay?
Those
who said nowt when they put you away?
How
can someone come to terms with such an injustice?
COVE OF
DEATH
None
know the tasts of the krill - driven,untouched flesh
that
lies prostrate in the Cove of Death,
where
the hot smell of blood
mingles
with the ice - cold odour of fear,
as
each last breath draws near.
Two
hundred years of mindless murder
excused
in the name of blind tradition;
soundless
screams fill the air,
but
nobody listens.
Blood’s
river flows so fast,
but
slowly travels the carmine curse
down
the cheek of the small child
who
stood too near,
as
the hook drove home.
Strong,
handsome men yet again
fell
the blood lust,
kiss
their wives, and sharpen their knives,
ready
to slash deep,
then
carve a wooden toy boat,
with
the same bloody knofe,
to
float in the same bloody cove.
In
this frenzied midst, two pairs of eyes
are
prominent in their brightness.
One,
in blind panic, circles the body
of
his near - dead mother,
till,
too, his turn for death comes,
as
another evil tool falls,
or
starvation calls him to a welcome grave.
The
other eyes, held fast by the bloody scene they witness,
and,
having no other act to follow,
yearn
eagerly to become of Men.
“Perhaps,
Daddy, Next year, I might
be
old enough to have my own hook and knife?”.